Well, that didn't work.

Sooo, It's currently 29 - 9 - 14 and well I haven't lost any weight, in fact i've gained it I think. I haven't actually weighed myself since the last time I posted. I know i've been eating horrible junk food and sitting on my butt more than I should.

Last night, something clicked, I was going through old photo's and started to want to get back to that size, now I was probably only 10 kilos lighter than what I am now but I'd be happy with a 10kg loss. My back, and my legs and I know my heart will be long term suffers if I don't get my butt back into gear. Not to mention I have PCOS so removing weight is going to be twice as hard and if I don't the chance of having kids will be remote. I really want to be a mum one day!

I ended up around midnight jumping on the treadmill, I did 40 mins, just under 3km and burnt off around 320 cals, Not much in a grand scheme of things, but better than sitting down and doing nothing.

The places I really want to see a difference is my face and neck and my butt! Legs and stomach would be amazing same with arms but any little improvement would be great.

So this is me now, The pants are hiding my stomach that sadly over hangs. I have a lot I need to do but I will get there!!!!

This is where I wanna be: Back to this stage would be amazing. This was me at my lowest around about 93 kilos....I'd be happy anywhere in between 105kg and 95kg I think.....now to work on it. 

I've started working out, once a week currently, this week I'm going to make it at least 2 - 3 times this week, and i'm starting back up on lite and easy, it's expensive but when I don't have time to go out and get food and such, it's a great way to keep my body within calorie range, plus their mac n cheese is to die for and it saves me spending money on stuff I don't need. I will be cutting out sugars again, so no chips, no junk food and no soft drink, i've done it before and I will do it again. I have to keep reminding myself I had the power once, I just need to find it again. I need to take better care of myself, I will take better care of myself and when I do, the rest of my life will fall into place. 

Cheerio

Shez