I don't know if anyone is reading but.

Well, it's been a while since posting and i figured i'd give an update for prosperity more than anything. I reached 110.7 kg today which is amazeballs. I haven't been this weight since god knows when. I have nova coming up on the weekend. I'm hoping to hit at least 110.5 kg by then if not 109.9 which i'd probably cry. The last nova I went to was in April and I was about 119 - 120 kg so it'll be interesting to see if my face has changed since then. I also have Ed Sheeran on to, i'm more excited about fitting in the seats better.
Anyways, I measured myself today and almost had a heart attack, I'm finally losing more inches.

Hips: 50 inch,     Waist: 40 inch,     Bust: 46 inch.

Still a long way to go but then again, I don't really know what my goal measurement is. I suppose ideally I'd like to be around a 40 - 42 inch hip but I'd be happy with 45. Waist, I don't know, something proportional I guess, same with bust. I guess we will see where this goes. My goal weight was 100 - 105 but now that i'm at 110 I'm re evaluating that number as well. Maybe i'll try for 90 kg. It'll be a longer process but if I do it slowly and smartly, I should be ok. You never know I may end up being smaller. Who knows where this will take me but what a change that's already happened.

Wow it's been a while

Ok so I know probably no one reads these but I wanna update anyway.

So I hit my goal of 112.5kg....but then gained a little back. I'm currently sitting at 113.1kg which is amazing compared to what I was so i'll take it as a win.

Also i've been running on treadmill (a major fear of mine). I mean it's not for long but it's generally at 9k/h for a minute. Last time I did this x 2 with one round of 9.6k/h incline 2 for a minute. A lot of people say that isn't much but for me, that's massive. my body is definitely not used to it but i'll get there.

I'd love to get in ring shape. Last time I was in the ring I was big and unfit. Now I want to try and get into proper ring shape. Even if I never step foot in a ring again, I'd love to be able to say I did it. I got there and if I wanted to I could compete. I miss wrestling :( if not do wrestling then maybe roller derby. I do have a way in and it sounds like fun, I just can't skate XS. I'll work on that.

anyways, It's time to head off, watch some more wrestling for motivation and find some new exercises. I'm bored with ones I have.

happy fitness!

Progress

So I've been neglectful of the blog. And the weight loss, to be honest. Restarted just a couple weeks ago though, and am pleased to report that, with smaller portions, less carbs and sugar, and more exercise (bought a recumbent bike last weekend), I'm down 2kg already! We're only doing measurements once a month, we were just curious on Friday so we "broke and entered" into our neighbour's bathroom. You see, they're keeping track of our measurements and helping us stay motivated. So far so good. Let's just see how the progress continues!
Casey

I have a body I'd like to be like.

OK so probably sounds weird, This is Kelly Clarkson's body admittedly but I would love for my goal weight to be somewhere around this size. I don't think i'll get there but i'm going to work on it! I'm thinking it will take me the better part of 2 years on top of what i've already done but that's ok because it will hopefully be easier to maintain in the long run! I don't want to be super skinny and all muscled, I just want to be smaller! here's the pic, What do you think?

Goal reached!

Woot, excited, So, Day 1 of my new challenge is completed, and I'm realizing how out of shape I really am even after losing weight hahaha, That brings me to my second point.....SQUEEEEEE I reached 115.8 kg. So another goal reached to get into the 115's in May, Actually I was setting 115 for June/July but I won't say no. Don't know if I'm going to stay at 115.8 or less but I'll work on it. I am aiming for 1 kg a month, but it seems that 12kg in 7 months isn't quite a kilo a month.

Old Stats                             Sept Stats                      New Stats
 BMI 45.7                            BMI 43.9                      BMI 40.1
132 kg                                   127 kg                         115.8 kg

My New Challenge

I've decided I'm challenging myself to this, I also need to get gold stars so I can put it next to these!!! Anyone can join in! 30 days, bring it on. This is on top of what ever other Exercise I do during the day which atm isn't much so hopefully it will kick my ass!

So this happened.....

So yeah, This happened recently. I've gone from 132kg to 116.8kg, Still such a long way to go but.....HOT DAMN, I've started to hit the awkward stage cause I knew how to move before, but now that there's not gut in the way, well smaller gut, It's all Awkward. I'll get used to it though. 

This is exciting, very exciting. Next photo update I think when I reach 110kg. I was about to say if I make it and had to correct myself. I need to get out of those Habits.