I don't know if anyone is reading but.

Well, it's been a while since posting and i figured i'd give an update for prosperity more than anything. I reached 110.7 kg today which is amazeballs. I haven't been this weight since god knows when. I have nova coming up on the weekend. I'm hoping to hit at least 110.5 kg by then if not 109.9 which i'd probably cry. The last nova I went to was in April and I was about 119 - 120 kg so it'll be interesting to see if my face has changed since then. I also have Ed Sheeran on to, i'm more excited about fitting in the seats better.
Anyways, I measured myself today and almost had a heart attack, I'm finally losing more inches.

Hips: 50 inch,     Waist: 40 inch,     Bust: 46 inch.

Still a long way to go but then again, I don't really know what my goal measurement is. I suppose ideally I'd like to be around a 40 - 42 inch hip but I'd be happy with 45. Waist, I don't know, something proportional I guess, same with bust. I guess we will see where this goes. My goal weight was 100 - 105 but now that i'm at 110 I'm re evaluating that number as well. Maybe i'll try for 90 kg. It'll be a longer process but if I do it slowly and smartly, I should be ok. You never know I may end up being smaller. Who knows where this will take me but what a change that's already happened.

Goal reached!

Woot, excited, So, Day 1 of my new challenge is completed, and I'm realizing how out of shape I really am even after losing weight hahaha, That brings me to my second point.....SQUEEEEEE I reached 115.8 kg. So another goal reached to get into the 115's in May, Actually I was setting 115 for June/July but I won't say no. Don't know if I'm going to stay at 115.8 or less but I'll work on it. I am aiming for 1 kg a month, but it seems that 12kg in 7 months isn't quite a kilo a month.

Old Stats                             Sept Stats                      New Stats
 BMI 45.7                            BMI 43.9                      BMI 40.1
132 kg                                   127 kg                         115.8 kg

So this happened.....

So yeah, This happened recently. I've gone from 132kg to 116.8kg, Still such a long way to go but.....HOT DAMN, I've started to hit the awkward stage cause I knew how to move before, but now that there's not gut in the way, well smaller gut, It's all Awkward. I'll get used to it though. 

This is exciting, very exciting. Next photo update I think when I reach 110kg. I was about to say if I make it and had to correct myself. I need to get out of those Habits. 

Watch them kilos fly!

Hello poppets,

Shez here, and I have a small update, *jaw drops* so I'm down to 119.1 kg I'm pretty sure tomorrow I will be in the 118's which will probably make me cry. (5 kilos in 5 weeks) I know i'm a sook but oh well. I've been eating under my calorie goal lately (1390), which isn't my fault, I've been working on limited food and funds. Still eating around 1200 calories a day which isn't too bad. Finally got to go food shopping today and got myself some salads.

LETTUCE, CARROTS, CUCUMBER, TOMATO.....Seriously drool worthy right now when I haven't had any in like a week and a half.

I'm on myfitnesspal (2bmechick) to try and keep track, it's been helping a lot. I did my journal for today and if I had every day like today (Which I know it won't be) I could be 111.8 kg in 5 weeks. Now no matter how much I wanna get down to that, it's way too excessive for me losing almost 8 kilos in just over a month. But we will see how it goes.

My current water intake is roughly about 4 - 5 liters a day. Some say it's too much. I say it's brilliant because i'm addicted and i'd rather be putting water in my mouth than junk food.

Also been doing exercise every couple of days for 30 - 45 minutes. Apparently it's not enough for serious weight loss but I'm still getting into. (Just dance for 43 minutes burnt 333 calories today woot)

Oh and i'm down another inch around my hips too so that's going from 58 inches to 53. Still really big but It's going down.

Ok, enough rambling from me. I'll update tomorrow if I get to 118 somehow. Fingers crossed.

Laters peeps!

Shez

2 days left of 2014

So, it's 2 days left and i've slipped back into old habits (As I sit here i'm drinking a slurpee and eating twisties). Thankfully the scales haven't been bad to me. I'm currently sitting at 123.3kg. So i'm bouncing in between still but I haven't gone over and haven't gone back into the 130's. My size, yeah i'm slightly bloated BUT not as bad as I was....

I'm going to rejoin a gym next year....I now have a reason to. I have been asked to rejoin pro wrestling....I lost my love for it a long time ago but I have been itching to go back. I want to say I've accomplished something. I mean yes, I own my home and have my own bussiness but for me it's not enough, I need to do something physical. IF I say yes to going back I have 3 months before someone will see me in the ring. I mean I can do it, if I lost 10 kg in 3 months, I'd flip out and be happy with my size in the ring. I have 2 - 3 weeks to decide whic means 2 - 3 weeks to get myself to at least 120kg.....that's only 3 kilos....I can do it! I will do it, if I don't....I fully expect to get chopped across the chest....I can do it! I will do it! I know people say new year new me......This time, I'm making it happen!

I'm still here!

So I've not made as much progress as I'd like. However, I've still managed about a 4kg loss so far, though only apparently 1 inch off around my waist. I don't know, I'm just letting it come off where ever it wants to come off. As long as my boobs don't disappear!
I was pleasantly surprised by my mother asking me if I'd lost weight last weekend. She's not normally one to notice, so it was nice for once.
Anyway, we're readjusting how we're going to keep track of our progress. We're going to focus on the waist measurements, any weight change will be monitored casually, since our scales are just... Very unreliable. So focusing on waist. I'm currently 112.5cm. I'm going to aim to get down to 107cm by Christmas. Nothing too dramatic, so hopefully easily attainable, yet still a decent loss. Small victories. Here's to a better self!