I don't know if anyone is reading but.

Well, it's been a while since posting and i figured i'd give an update for prosperity more than anything. I reached 110.7 kg today which is amazeballs. I haven't been this weight since god knows when. I have nova coming up on the weekend. I'm hoping to hit at least 110.5 kg by then if not 109.9 which i'd probably cry. The last nova I went to was in April and I was about 119 - 120 kg so it'll be interesting to see if my face has changed since then. I also have Ed Sheeran on to, i'm more excited about fitting in the seats better.
Anyways, I measured myself today and almost had a heart attack, I'm finally losing more inches.

Hips: 50 inch,     Waist: 40 inch,     Bust: 46 inch.

Still a long way to go but then again, I don't really know what my goal measurement is. I suppose ideally I'd like to be around a 40 - 42 inch hip but I'd be happy with 45. Waist, I don't know, something proportional I guess, same with bust. I guess we will see where this goes. My goal weight was 100 - 105 but now that i'm at 110 I'm re evaluating that number as well. Maybe i'll try for 90 kg. It'll be a longer process but if I do it slowly and smartly, I should be ok. You never know I may end up being smaller. Who knows where this will take me but what a change that's already happened.

Photo update

So this is me today! I can see small changes but nothing dramatic.

This is me over the course of just over 5 weeks and as you can see, it's not going as well as I would have hoped. I mean don't get me wrong, ditching almost 3 inches around my hips and a couple round my waist is great, I just wished i could see the difference. I know i've been slacking off lately BUT on the other hand, I have managed to keep my weight at 123kg, only 3kg loss in general, fluctuates depending on the day if it's 123.7 or 123.3, either way, It's a start, now I have a new goal, I think I set the first one too high to start. I have 2 months to lose 5.6kg as of today! I know I can do it, It's just a matter of actually doing it! 

I know I can, I just need a swift kick I think! any takers? 

Shez