2 days left of 2014

So, it's 2 days left and i've slipped back into old habits (As I sit here i'm drinking a slurpee and eating twisties). Thankfully the scales haven't been bad to me. I'm currently sitting at 123.3kg. So i'm bouncing in between still but I haven't gone over and haven't gone back into the 130's. My size, yeah i'm slightly bloated BUT not as bad as I was....

I'm going to rejoin a gym next year....I now have a reason to. I have been asked to rejoin pro wrestling....I lost my love for it a long time ago but I have been itching to go back. I want to say I've accomplished something. I mean yes, I own my home and have my own bussiness but for me it's not enough, I need to do something physical. IF I say yes to going back I have 3 months before someone will see me in the ring. I mean I can do it, if I lost 10 kg in 3 months, I'd flip out and be happy with my size in the ring. I have 2 - 3 weeks to decide whic means 2 - 3 weeks to get myself to at least 120kg.....that's only 3 kilos....I can do it! I will do it, if I don't....I fully expect to get chopped across the chest....I can do it! I will do it! I know people say new year new me......This time, I'm making it happen!